Day four (4)

Dear Stefana,

Yay! Finally a letter I can properly address. How do I even start telling you that you're not only the best sister one could have, but also an amazing best friend? And that I love you so much, I wish you were with me every single day. And that I cannot wait for the day you will finally join me in this country, that I'm trying to make a home out of, but know I won't really be able to achieve that until you're here. Granted, you're not going to be here, but at least I'll be able to take a train and visit you, rather than book an airline ticket months in advance. It's still something.

Part of my best friend letter is also addressed to you, because you're the one that can talk to me about all the things we love (like Harry Potter, Anne Rice's vampires or how ugg boots are just plain ugly!) without ever getting bored of what I have to say. And while I may be annoying to you sometimes, you never actually tell me off, you're pretty patient in listening to all I have to say. Thank you for that.

Remember when we used to be little and we'd go to the park and sing random songs while swinging on those rusty, old swings? That's one of the most treasured memories I have, because it was a time when we were both innocent and unaware of the big, bad world. It's how I feel whenever I see you and get to hug you. I miss you every day and think about whatever you're doing, hoping that time goes by faster until I finally get to wrap my arms around you again.

I'm not perfect and neither are you, since we both have our own fair share of flaws. But you're more than just a sister to me; you're one of the reasons I can be all on my own and not feel like I'm failing. Because you've always taught me that I have to be strong and have it my way, no matter what. That is a valuable lesson, you'll see.

I'll end this letter by telling you that I could not be here today without your help and your support; and more so, I couldn't be the person I am today, for you and a few other people have helped shape up what is now a young adult trying on the waters of life. Thank you for that, too.


Hoping that wherever you are, you're having an amazing time,
Yours truly,
Tina.